Thoughts

Today I have been thinking that as much as I know what I want to do, who I want to marry, how many kids I want...it can be hard to get there and I have realized it. Everyone hopes that they are able to accomplish so much in a certain amount of time in their lifetime.

I know that it puts a lot of pressure on some but others it works well for them because they have a push. Well for me it does both. At times it is too much and I just want to give up but other times when the pressure is there I am able to get things done because I know what will be accomplished when I do get to the end of that one tunnel.

I know that I will one day get married to the girl that I love. I know that when I say "I do," that we will start our lives together as one. Going from two to one can be hard especially if things are not talked about but as long as they stay the way they are then it will be fine.

I know that I will have a few kids after the "I do" is said. I want children to raise and teach good values to.

I just hope at the end of the day I will have my parents behind me in the lifestyle that I choose since I know they are against the whole thing right now. No support! No acceptance! Barely any toleration. It makes things hard but I know my life is not to make them happy with my choices because I was told to make what I want of my life and don't let anyone stop me.