Where My Heart Lies

My heart has always belong to you. Never to anyone else. No matter what happens between us my heart will always lie with you. I know that I love you. I am madly in love with you. I'm crazy for you. My f***in actions say different I know. You are right. My answer to your question is that I love you and my heart lies with you. If you don't want it please don't give it back. Do something else with it. I can't take it back because it no longer belongs to me. It hasn't since the day I was born. Since November 28th, 1993 at 7:53am my heart has always lied with you; has always belong to you. Yours to do whatever with. I just ask you don't ask me to take it back because I can't. I never will be able to. It was never meant to be with me. It is yours for the taking. MY HEART WILL BE WITH YOU UNTIL YOU GET RID OF IT. I hope this answers where my heart lies. And my heart is telling me that I do love you wether you believe me.

The First Time

This happened years ago but I remember it just like it was yesterday. We had always been the best of friends even though we went years with out talking, but that never changed anything between us. Every time I had seen you since I could remember I always wanted to be near you and be more than just friends with you. It wasn't until the seventh grade that I had realized that my feelings of loving you had always been there and the closer we grew the harder it got to control myself about my feelings. I also thought you would never like me more than what I was to you. We eventually stop talking and my feelings were buried deep inside of me. Every day I thought "maybe it will happen someday. I know in my heart that I love you." I looked back at the times we had really hung out and they make my heart race. Like when we were in Phil Swing and my sister and I had gone to your house, I was just laying their on your stomach and you had your arm around me. And then in the seventh grade when we had gone for our parade. I annoyed you on the bus and wouldn't let you sleep but I enjoyed every moment of it. While we waited for the awards you stood behind me and just had your arms around me. I tried not to think much of it but I couldn't help it and thats when my heart was telling me something I already knew but it was as the first time it told me "you are the one."